I am becoming a big dodgy in the head. I have fears of the outside world wanting to hide away forever not caring if I pass away. I am hearing voices again. It's all true but most people in the public dismiss that possiblity in the interest of psychology. It's all true. There are people who will stalk you. I am becoming fearful and worried because it is very true about what I am sayiing. It's like being a celebrity where you have to change your identity. I discriminate the public eye. I hate going outside much. There are people talking about me and you behind our backs. Each of us have a story to our lives that you don't know just yet. It's like I am a celebrity get me out of here. Watching movies is a perfect example of people talking about us even if you like it or not. It's disgraceful. I hate the public eye and I wish some day they would drop bloody dead. I am so paranoid. It comes every now and again. There are certain people I would like to see die very much and that is a dream come true because nobody understands each other out of their own ignorance but they will deny that. I feel like Whoopi Goldberg in ghost where she says %26quot;out of my face, out of my face%26quot; and she does that flicker with the hand out of frustration. I know this is true for a fact and they can go to hell for all i care. Its said in a different life, destroys my days and haunts my nights. The battle rages on just like the film X-men. I would like to be an adventurer like Lara Croft and spread these words across the world and that people are on medication. Keep on spreading this message around until everybody gets the bloody message. I want to sleep forever. Bloody in your face ba5tards the public are and how dare they do that to others.
Have you experienced the following and what would you do in my situation?
awww. this is really alarming, this is the first time that i hear something like this, this only happens in novels and movies.. hope you get better.. always pray, if we can't help you, God can.. by the way i will be in doha in May 11, i will visit our family.. take care
